Nick revealed in the November issue of Cosmopolitan that her struggles to make it in the music industry fell so heavily on her that she felt completely worthless and even contemplated suicide.
Despite of her being famous and one of the strongest female voices in the hip-hop world, it wasn't easy in the game right now.
She asserted that it was just one dead end after another. At one point, she was, like, 'What would happen if I just didn't wake up?' That's how she felt. ďMaybe I should just take my life?Ē
But fortunately, the star and all her rapping alter egos didn't let the constant rejection discourage her from trying to do what she loves.
In the end she got linked up with some of the industry's greatest artists, created a Barbz fan army on Twitter and then requested to open for Britney Spearsí latest trip which actually worked amazingly best!
The 28 year-old star now has a lot more plans for her future as she acknowledged it saying that she will have to put out five albums and will have an Oscar and Grammys and will be getting married!
Her whole life is about being Nicki Minaj now. It's a never-ending saga as she planned when everything turned upside down in industry!